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Paradise Is Dark

by LensFlare

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1.
White Arc 04:24
[instrumental]
2.
The alcohol mixes with blood A revolving light strikes that perfect cup If you think that I can’t make you happy You’re dead wrong I couldn’t better that scene if I tried So I hope you’ll act it with me the way I do in my mind If you think you’re leaving this apartment, Rachel, You’re dead wrong Dying fingers pressing piano keys A single hot tear on your picture perfect cheek If you think you know who you are Then you are so wrong There’s ways to do this In case you hadn’t noticed You’ve got me under your spell Sure, I’ve wanted this job all my life Alone with the lights in the rain-drenched smog night If you think the deaths get easier You’re wrong I don’t know how our paths crossed in this way I often find it hard to think beyond the day-to-day If you think I understand my own feelings Then you’d be quite wrong All I know is this moment’s our lifetime unfolding Bullets breaking glass and convulsions of yawning If you think that we could share something Then you’re not wrong If you think that we could share something Then you’re not wrong There’s ways to do this It’s gonna be one hell of a kiss And I hope I’m not Tom Violence Or that you are a hoax in a pipe dream
3.
I could jump off and stop a while in this country Full of sticky fingers And some sort of genuine awareness of the seasons Where there’s a cool room on a hot day And you’re lying on your back with the pulsing in your abdomen And there’s questions and answers And all these natural things And loving in the evening I could live there Or I could not I could jump off and stop a while in that other country Where women deserve they what they get And that’s all they get, so just shhh... Where presentation’s revered and love is presentation And performance and wanting and cynical in an instant And there’s crashing and thunder And all these temporary things And it’s bitter in the evening I could live there Or go away You know what you’ve been told You know what you’ve been sold You know what you’ve been told You know what you’ve been sold Remember it can sometimes be scary I know I’ll end up in the world I frame with my own mind But on the eve of this occasion I don’t know what it is that I’m supposed to say There’s such a thing as putting too much pressure on ourselves Amongst illness and tiredness and the idea of a home But you say my eyes light up And I know that I miss you When I’m away... You know what you’ve been told You know what you’ve been sold You know what you’ve been told You know what you’ve been sold Sometimes it can be so scary
4.
January 04:54
The aggression of the roads The mettle of my endeavour I’ve seen seasons change before And this one’s cold Jets of water vapour The overwhelming pain of indifference People think the machine Is gonna be breaking down The talent that makes me proud The colours of her dictation Dear sister, Don’t let them ever tear you apart The waste of hurting and hurt This obsession with this lesson Come on, tell me, What sort of day have you had? The feeling in my chest As I’m burning out of breath Is nothing like The suffering I’ve seen The melancholy of the roads And the mettle of our endeavour Oh my fucking Jesus! Someone exploded in the night The romance of the roads The way the hill looms over the city I’m feeling tired and drained But ready to journey on
5.
Ordering food From the same place that we used to My oh my oh my An aeroplane’s lights Tracking across the town night sky Bursting through the clouds So long, sense of sharpness I miss him And so does my father My oh my oh my That cinematic rain Poured like drenched white skirts off truck wheels on the motorway And it made me feel alive So long, music lover I worry When I put my mind to thinking My oh my oh my Who’s indestructible? No-one is. I know they’re all dying all of the time But I want this time to ride So long, whispered worship Tribute Now all that’s left is armour My oh my oh my Gorgeous wings: confusing me And I used to sit bolt upright But that’s blurred away So long, my lovely coper So long, sense of sharpness
6.
Wiped out on the floor – unproductive In and out of sleep Can’t do this any more Can’t do this any more It all starts with that golden ball of childhood The boot scraper, the cat prints in the cement And it’s far, far, far too late now Too late to add in or remove anything Still, there were no distorted attachments And now a song takes a look back there A fantasy unfolding Things that did or did not occur Waterfalls of dust plunge upwards Sunshine: illuminate that carpet time Flies stuck to yellow t-shirts And a safe, warm place to hide I’m headed west Gonna find the best impossibility The crest of a hill Or better still the green of Kerala Now, I do not feel I deserve this I don’t deserve to be close to you I don’t have any reason to take care of myself So I just hide underneath this roof And although I can relate to what he talks about It doesn’t fit into my own memory tale So pretend, just pretend, and live through that ‘Cause the world might get just a little better now And it takes an age to make good change But a moment to be fucked by the truth And that’s exactly what I meant back then Direct or not – it doesn’t matter And if you feel unique, give up the talk ‘Cause talk can’t tell your past Experience is way too dense And a newborn baby’s got the longest death of any of us I’m headed west Gonna find the best impossibility The crest of a hill Or better still the green of Kerala
7.
[instrumental]
8.
Hold Me Now 05:14
Hold me now I can feel your heartbeat Hold me now I can feel your heartbeat Another morning comes Another day A silence fills the streets today The streets of Gaza are quiet A shot against the wall The dogs are running scared The day starts to unfold Stop your shooting now Can’t you see I’m just a boy? Stop your shooting now Can’t you see it’s just a boy? It’s just my son I’m sad, not scared I don’t want to die now I’m sad, not scared I don’t want to die I’ve got so much to do Hold me now I can feel your heartbeat Hold me now I can feel your heartbeat Hold me now Can you feel my heartbeat? Hold me now Can you feel my heartbeat?
9.
How many times will others decide whether or not or which way you’re going? How do you know where to go or when to go or whether it’s what you want? Who do you love and who do you not and who should you please and what about yourself? Which direction do you want to go in or do you want to stay put? There’s a choice you’re making and it could go wrong Tie yourself to the mast; don’t be led by song How many times will you wake up feeling unsure about your future? What’s the reason for your sadness? Is it that you don’t feel in control? Who do you see and who do you not see when you look in the mirror? Which horizon do you want to head for or do you want to stay put? There’s a choice you’re making and it could go wrong Tie yourself to the mast; don’t be led by song
10.
Mottled moody sky and anonymous trees Big pink heart sunset glows on clouds like a rolling sea Lost in the moment of being the valley Singing in the present ‘cause the present’s just so 3-D But that’s too obvious Too obvious Too obvious even for me For me Shots I didn’t take – the cows, the blackberries How could light describe that bank, that railway line? Things I didn’t do – that impossible house It made me think about a you A you and a me I know I should be obvious You need to be obvious You know that’s obviously true Now I’m singing down deep ‘cause someone beautiful told me to She told me to Youth appears like a plume on some folk They wear it bright round the town until they’ve got a new yoke Of course mine’s leaving without even asking But that just makes me want to know more of what your face is masking ‘Cause you’re not obvious... Mottled moody sky and anonymous trees Big pink heart sunset glows on clouds like a rolling sea Dead in the moment of being the valley Dead because maybe no decision is ever really free And nothing’s obvious Well, what is obvious? Who you think you are is just a memory of a memory Who you think you are is just a memory of a memory A memory Wind resistance Life’s insistence Wind resistance
11.
The more I have, the more I think it’s gonna go Sometimes life’s just too wonderful, you know The more I learn, the more things sure get left out That life is rich, there is no doubt It’s this road you’re on The future is foggy unknowns And the past is memory bubbles The more I love, the more I feel a sense of loss For times gone by when there was no “us” But time alone is time spent taking in All these things of wonder to share again It’s this road you’re on But no-one ever asked you If you didn’t mind If it would be all right To say goodbye To your childhood And move on The more I drink and fall, the more I seem to miss Hey, I blinked and now you’re all doctors The sad poetry in the blinking of an eye Hey, that’s all it takes to live and die But in between there’s a girl I want to know She might have eyes of fire and skin of snow I walked my dog today past a door ajar The warmth I felt wasn’t just my coat and scarf It’s this road you’re on But no-one ever asked you If you didn’t mind If it would be all right To say hello To new horizons And new friends The more I think about it, the more the truth’s in sight You’re really quite alone when true happiness strikes
12.
Sat side by side In sunny, sunny countryside With vineyards below Same old blues guitar Same old human thoughts Rephrased a thousand times Gather round For the time has come to lay him down In the ground Along with all that he has found And he said it was amazing that they’d known each other so long And he said it was amazing how his heart had turned to feel warm But his intelligence was killing him Placed side by side A recipe for gentle genocide And the olive groves Same old condemnation Same old lack of action So the story goes A concrete wall But maybe it isn’t a prison at all Hear the calls Or maybe it is just gulls... gulls... And I find it incredible that this planet can host such stages And I find it incredible that both night and day it still rages We need intelligence to solve this Laying side by side You know, cheek to cheek and eye to eye Is comfort What I’d give to be And not to think ‘Cause thinking poisons me On the hill The ruins were captured in stills But our bodies are so real Can’t you feel it? Can’t you feel? And I find you amazing – would I say it if I didn’t mean it? Yes, I find you amazing... But my intelligence is killing me

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released January 1, 2018

Produced and engineered by Peter Wilkinson
Mixed and mastered by Andrea Meneghini (www.21seven.co.uk)
Photo montage and album design by Peter Wilkinson

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LensFlare is singer-songwriter/multi-instrumentalist Peter Wilkinson with fretted inputs from long-time collaborator Malcolm Levitt.

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